Well, after half year be yunjae fans....newcomer of yunjae fans.....and get wrecked because of Gashiyeon......I will make fanfic about them....

A lot of fanfic about them in internet. I have read almost all of it until there's a few left in my history of mine internet searching. So I try to suppress my hunger for read all of it by pretending not know every link that show up in my browser...

So I think it will need a time because I want it to be special. I have read most of the best bandfic of yunjae. There's Damaged, Back To Tomorrow, Destiny Crossfire, Love in the Ice. Maybe I miss a lot, but that's only I can remember.

And back to main point, I will start to announce it in my LJ about it. The project itself still a secret. I need really a lot information. Even I get hard to think about the title. Urg....

I have account in AFF too. You must know about AFF, right. I will fix my LJ and soon publish it. It take really hard work I think because I really respect them. Especially, Park Yoochun. But I love them all.

Always Keep The Faith ^^


Okay, I am become fan. Me, one of the people in earth that not so much passio  or have education about music, start to looking for album music...


I am freaking out. Total freaking out. And the most freaking out that I felt is I am really calm. Really really calm. Damn calm demeanor. In fact, I am happy!!!

Okay sorry that I start to bitching about this. I will tell you a little about me. First...I have a bad personality in remember. The fact...I am not so caring person at all. I even don't remember my friend name or their face. And I never ever remember part of music such its title, lyric, or damn composer.

Maybe at least every person remember the lyric, pr the singer. But me, I am not in category to caring any of it and the worst maybe.

That's why that first time I remember a song in album!!! And that's awesome!!

The first album I start to remembered is The Beginning from JYJ. And it's because PARK YOOCHUN.

After that faithful day, I start to learn more about JYJ. Their member, company management, album, etc. But all of it, I am obsess with PARK YOOCHUN.

It's like, I am envy with him and I am respect his life. At first I thought he is arrogant. But after looking his shows, I just realize that this Park is not someone I shouldn't know.

His front and back career is really tough. And when he is smiling in his ramen forgot the name, it's so beautiful and bright.

I totally fall as fan as hard that day.

I start looking more in youtube about him. His funny, sad, dork, etc. side, all of them is amazing. I like his deep voice a lot. That's totally his charm for his cute face.

His story about family is totally blow for my heart. Because after I watch and learn about it, it change all my bad opinion about life.

His mother and brother, his fame, his rich life, etc. Are not easily get down to him. I thought he is rich guy, because he has the aura that he is not from poor family.

When I watch his life in COME ON OVERshow, he is really humble and simple person. Even I know sometimes the show is lie and has script, but I don't know when I watch this, I completely believe every single part on that show. After it, no matter I spend my time, I will looking PARK YOOCHUN in every second I have.

Until one day, I am watching JYJ concert in Tokyo Dome and looking to one person that has special laugh, I start to writing. You must know about him.


TVXQ and Cassiopeia

Hello ^^

I just order pic from my friend and it already done!
It is so quick and I am quite surprise!

This is about TVXQ and their star,
Even now TVXQ as duo, I know deep down their heart, mind, and soul, TVXQ IS FIVE!!!

God of East with their constellation in the sky, Cassiopeia,

Choose the one you like

1. Black Ver. without OT5

2. White Ver. with OT5

Note Author :
Don't copy or edit it without permission
If you want it, give comment or message and I will send it,
Cr : shinehima


Everyone will know what I will write just read the title
PARK YOOCHUNof course!'s not all about him, but kind a gratitude to him that I want to write.

Honestly, I have hobby of writing but not so much like it because I don't know where I should write sometimes or when I should write or what I should tell or who I should tell about it...a lot of question just pop into my head whenever I fell wanting to write...

You can call it hesitation

Everybody must have it even the strongest person ever fell it. But there's a condition that would make the hesitation become more and more worst.

I couldn't tell you about me but I'm one of person in the world that have feeling the biggest hesitation that I think I wanna die without thinking the consequences anymore. I don't care what will happen to me or dearest person that close to me like my family especially my parent. That time I wish I could end it so I could stop sorrow in me and surround me. Just like it.

But I forgot when and how, fortunately there's one person that make me come back to my sense.


If you don't believe this, you can think this as your imagination. But in mine, it is true. This person really bring back my life, even my parent that time couldn’t save me from that thought.

I still remembered the time I watch his drama SUNKYUNKWAN SCANDAL, eventhough I had watch it over and over because it is funny. And the weird part, even I like him in that film...I couldn't bring myself to looking his profile, god damn profile wikipedia! to get more about him.

Until one day I decided to type his name in Google search. Yeah, his name! PARKF*** YOOCHUN!! (Of course I wouldn't typeF*** part).

When the page showed all related to him, first I choose was wikipedia.

There's a lot of information about him. His complete name, his birth, his stage name, his occupation, etc. All of you that know about him especially Korea citizen will not surprise about this.

This the second funniest part of him in my life. First is when I watch his film and I don't even have feeling to searching about him at all. The second is description about his occupation.

He is singer and actor and other like composer etc. But I still keep my stupid brain to not looking further!

If there is cassiopeian read this...they will think I am really stupid and the stupidest person ever and bottom of quality to be sasaeng. Trust me!

Until I kept replaying scene in his drama and the OST kept playing in my stupid head. 'Chajatta', you will know what I meant.

It is really Chajatta!!!!

After that I start to more looking about the song. And this the third funniest part about him. After one month watch it and even looking in wikipedian and actually read it with all my heart, I just know about JYJ.

To be continue....

Note Author:
Hello ^^
This is the first time I post entry in LJ and this story is the first intro for you and I will not tell about the plot. I hope you will interest with this. Because this story based my own life and it is true.
And for Cassiopeia, I want to say hello hahaha. And I hope you don't mind I write this.

'Don't judge people only in their look'

So be patient and I will update again. ^^